Judas - Why Me?

Rabbi I... I didn't know. They- He fooled me! How can I be so dumb and do this? Jesus knew about

this... But why didn't he tell us it was me? Was he trying to protect me? No no no, I doubt it. Why did

this happen to me? I was just trying to help, but no, not the opposing team. Aw man, Jesus is going to

see me as a backstabber. No! I didn't want it to be like this. I just- Why couldn't- Ugh! I just wanted

to help! Why couldn't I just keep my mouth shut? I was just trying to prove a point! Why, why does

this happen to me? Wait- He's looking over here... He's probably judging and doesn't want to see me.

Oh my gosh! I feel so guilty. I was just- How does he- Why can't I just trade the thirty pieces of silver

back  for Jesus? I was trying to show that he is almighty and powerful. It wasn't supposed to end this

way... They fooled me! I fooled myself... No they fooled me... No- Ugh!