I can’t… I just can’t. How can I? Why would I ask for forgiveness? He was the one… He took my
money. I shouldn't apologize... Not me. Why can’t he be the one? Does it ALWAYS have to be me!?
He’s the one, but I should just apologize… I mean I've done it before so… That’s exactly why I
shouldn't apologize. I’m always the bigger man so I shouldn't apologize… But what will people
think of me?... How will that person treat me from now on? I want people to like me. No, I don’t
care… It’s just that I always... God tells me to love my neighbor though! Ugh this is so frustrating!
Why can’t life just be so simple? I want to go to heaven, but this kid keeps… I have to apologize. If I
deny him, God will deny me. But it’s just not fair! I should get him back for hitting me. I should rip
his homework, or I should embarrass him somehow… Maybe I will just humiliate him, plain and
simple. Oh! Maybe I should- no stop! Put it together man. I want to go to heaven… I must obey and
apologize. Should I apologize or should I not? To be or not to be? Haha… That was funny. Stop...
This is serious. Focus. God comes first. So does being just! Ugh! What do I do?
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